Enchanter

It's not about your charm

Or you being a sweet talker

You play with hearts

Like it's a game of poker

I've heard about your gimmicks

All the lies you always tell

How you slowly step away

To make heaven feels like hell

You got them all fall for you

When you're about to talk

How perfectly you sound romantic

Yet for you it's just a joke

Here's another stupid girl

Falls for your sweet lies

But she'll gather the pieces again

She's just sick of all goodbyes 

Broken Mirror

Can you fix a broken mirror

Just to survive?

Or walk upon sharp pieces

To stay alive

There's nothing to remain

No more feelings but pain

Just don't try to save me once again

I can't live with a broken heart

No use of a dead soul

I can't pretend I'm okay
While I'm down in a deep hole

Silence can be a killer

Lies are a poisoned knife

Sometimes it takes seconds

For a word to end your life.

Go Stronger

Broken pieces falling of our hearts

As the world gets colder

But the deep scars you see

Are what make us go stronger

With every time we feel so weak

Another tear gets us inspired

We stand up again on our feet

To own the dream we always desired

Swear to fight till the end

No emperor will make us bend

Because if we give up now

We will have nothing to defend 

Broken Old Tapes

My story has so many sides

The one who dies, the one who bites

The one who suffers from fire and ice

And refuses to take one single advice

Only my heart got distorted

Small pieces and different shapes

I'm only hurting myself

I'll burn our broken old tapes

I'm still trying to impress you

But you're acting blind

Your actions are unpredictable

You make me lose my mind

I've had enough from you

This is your last hateful word

I'll take a different way

And then start again to record.

"Un" follow Your Heart

It's 5 a.m and I'm still staring at my laptop empty screen hoping to find some words to type down. Millions of thoughts are running through my head but I can't put 'em into lines; it's like my brain is paralyzed and I can't think normally anymore. It's so provocative to be unable to express my feelings because simply I don't know what I really feel right now. Maybe I should stop listening to my heart for sometimes because we always end up together tearing into small broken pieces.

I don't know if I'm in or out of love, strong or broken, do I know what I'm exactly doing or totally lost? I guess my heart would never be able to answer, I no more believe in " follow your heart" thing, it just doesn't work out for me.  I just hope not to lose my mind, I gotta give myself a break, stop judging myself and not trying to be the perfect girl all the time; I'm a human being, I fall in love with the wrong guys, I make mistakes, I lie to my parents, I get hurt, I am not the perfect image that everybody sees. 

It's 5:15 a.m and I'm still awake, I don't know if I'm having a problem here or I'm just being a drama queen? all I do know now is I gotta get some sleep and stop thinking about things I really don't have to think about.

My First Published Poem In A Book

Yesterday, I received my first mail, it was from a poetry competition in UK :D telling me that my poem got accepted to be published in a poetry book with a copyright form to sign, awesome ha?? 

New Random Blog !!!

I was really bored so I decided to create a new blog to spill some thoughts of mine, though it’s a random blog I bet you’re gonna like it 

so go visit ” Confessions Of A Town Girl “

http://confessionsofatowngirl.wordpress.com/